I felt so incredibly broken and hopeless, I just needed to know that there was another human being on this planet who knew what I was experiencing; and was clinging to Jesus in a way that could and would move my curtain to shine the Light on my heart to uncover the roots of the pain that even I was too afraid to touch. Engaging in lesbian relationships for years and years was my identity, but it had never worked. Not permanently anyway. In the first email I sent I was so desperate my heart cried “please, in the Name of Jesus, help me!” This was how I was introduced to the internal healing power of Jesus through the ministry of Regeneration.